Learning

Ben said the other day, "It seems like Dad is on a long vacation." I really took that as a compliment. We talk about Steve, we laugh about the funny things he used to do and say. We try to keep his memory alive, but we also continue doing the things that he and we loved to do. Routines are kept; hobbies continue; we have gone on a lot of fun vacations together; we have learned how to boat together; and most importantingly we are savoring our family relationships, and adjusting to life without Steve. Life is different, it is constantly changing, and it will never be the same. We are trying to find joy in our new journey, although sometimes it is difficult.

Our family has had fun, but we have also experienced many trials. The trials have been extremely hard, difficult and wearing. I do know that we are given strength to help us through our trials. Strength is not something you necessarily have, it's something you find. Sometimes you find it through people acting as instruments in God's hands, and you will always find it in a lovely Heavenly Father. Everyone has trials, challenges, and tribulations in life. What makes our challenges and trials bearable is when we help each other through them. We mourn with those who are mourning. We celebrate our triumphants, and lift and share one anothers burdens. I am truly blessed by the goodness of others and strong and amazing children.